Rend Your Heart © Jan L. Richardson
Yet even now, says the Lord, return to me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning; rend your hearts and not your clothing.
—Joel 2.12-13a
From a lectionary reading for Ash Wednesday: Joel 2.1-2, 12-17
Reflection for Wednesday, February 22 (Day 1 of Lent)
Rend Your Heart
A Blessing for Ash Wednesday
To receive this blessing,
all you have to do
is let your heart break.
Let it crack open.
Let it fall apart
so that you can see
its secret chambers,
the hidden spaces
where you have hesitated
to go.
Your entire life
is here, inscribed whole
upon your heart’s walls:
every path taken
or left behind,
every face you turned toward
or turned away,
every word spoken in love
or in rage,
every line of your life
you would prefer to leave
in shadow,
every story that shimmers
with treasures known
and those you have yet
to find.
It could take you days
to wander these rooms.
Forty, at least.
And so let this be
a season for wandering
for trusting the breaking
for tracing the tear
that will return you
to the One who waits
who watches
who works within
the rending
to make your heart
whole.
P.S. For previous reflections on Ash Wednesday, please see The Memory of Ashes, Upon the Ashes, The Artful Ashes, and Ash Wednesday, Almost.
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February 15, 2012 at 11:02 AM |
Delighted am I to have this blessing to prep me now, to carry within and without during the upcoming Lenten days: ‘spot on’, Jan ~ thank you.
February 15, 2012 at 11:48 AM |
Deeply resonant and wonderful blessing, Jan. Thank you.
February 15, 2012 at 12:39 PM |
I will be using your poem in my personal devotions on Ash Wednesday.
Thank you so much for sharing your heart!
February 15, 2012 at 1:07 PM |
Thank you for this.
( here via a share on FB)
February 21, 2012 at 1:15 PM |
Many kind thanks, Deb, and welcome! Thank you for your beautiful blog.
February 15, 2012 at 3:01 PM |
Jan, I now realize it is superfluous for me to receive these daily blogs re: Lent by e-mail. I have your website on my Desktop at all times and I will wait and follow along with you on the exact days of Lent. Thank you so much for offering this.
Patricia
February 16, 2012 at 9:57 AM |
I’d love to use your Reflection in our Diocese Newsletter, if you are amenable to that. I’ll make sure there’s a pointer to this website, and give you the credit…
February 16, 2012 at 5:37 PM |
Thanks, Andy! I’d be pleased for you to do this. Blessings to you as Lent approaches.
February 16, 2012 at 3:43 PM |
What a beautiful blessing and invitations for the journey to come!
Thank you!
February 18, 2012 at 1:18 PM |
Hi Jan,
What a lovely blessing–one I will carry with me into Lent! Perfect! Blessings to you!
February 18, 2012 at 5:30 PM |
Jan -
I’m preparing to preach on Psalm 51 for Ash Wednesday. Your poem summerizes what I’ve been hearing the Holy Spirit speak through that psalm. I will continue to use your poem as a meditation for my daily Lenten journey. Thank you for your inspiration.
Sheryl
February 21, 2012 at 2:59 AM |
Hello Jan
my friend Asta introduced me to your beautiful, inspiring and deepening website. I’d love to share your Ash Wednesday blessing with our congregation tomorrow night. I’ve been thinking about the space we can find during Lent to explore ourselves and our relationship with God and each other, and your blessing encourages us to do just that. Thankyou. Lynda
February 21, 2012 at 1:11 PM |
Thank you, Lynda! I’m grateful to you for your words and to Asta for sharing my site with you—how lovely. I’d be delighted for you to share the blessing tomorrow night. If you share it in printed form, I’d be pleased for you to include a link back here.
Thank you again, and many blessings to you and your congregation as we cross into Lent!
February 21, 2012 at 1:16 PM |
Dear friends! Thank you so much for your comments and the gift of your words. They are manna for my way, and I am grateful. Deep blessings to you as we cross into Lent.
February 21, 2012 at 2:18 PM |
Hello Jan,
This year we are diving deeply into Lent with a full day of Ash Wednesday services (6:30am, 11:30am, and 7pm) plus a continuous Ash Wednesday Prayer Experience from 10am-9pm. We’ve borrowed the prayer labyrinth from St. Luke’s UMC and have other prayer stations for persons to explore. With your permission, we would love to use the blessing Rend Your Heart as the meditation persons read before walking the prayer labyrinth. Thank you again and again for being a vessel and path for God’s grace and power. – Lisa <
February 21, 2012 at 3:05 PM |
Thank you, Lisa! Your plans for Ash Wednesday sound wonderful. I’d be delighted for you to use the blessing. If you would indicate that it’s from The Painted Prayerbook and include a link, that would be great.
Many blessings to you and your congregation as we cross into Lent. Thank you again!
February 22, 2012 at 2:17 PM |
Very nice.
February 22, 2012 at 2:31 PM |
This is so beautiful and perfect. Thank you for it, Jan. Blessed Lent to you.
February 22, 2012 at 4:12 PM |
Gorgeous words as always, Jan. I read them this evening at our Ash Wednesday service. Many thanks.
February 22, 2012 at 4:12 PM |
As I read your beautiful words I thought of the children who sat on my lap today in my music classes. They look to me for love, acceptance and unhurriedness that they seldom get. I so look forward to Lent and now I will look for your emails. Thank you for your gifted writting.
February 23, 2012 at 12:05 AM |
Thank you so much for this blessing. Best thing that happened to me all day, and a beautiful thing to hold during this season.